Did ANYONE having gone Home to Thanksgiving regret it at times because of family issues returning?

Mine was not quite this type of hurt but it was a very hurtful and lonely thanksgiving which I ended up spending alone.Mine was more in the disappointment of thinking issues could be set aside to still be thankful we are alive and thankful for what we do have.Instead it was taken by one as an "ault"of sorts and was used to show me in no certain terms that my notions are completely absurd and foolish.It was used to "teach" me a lesson not to dream,not to wish..... that some things that are lost or broken can never be found or repaired.So instead I sat alone had a visit with my friend Jose and came to the conclusions....Im thankful for the Lord,Im thankful for the life he gave me as a child and for the many wonderful memories I have from then.Followed by sadness that no matter how I try it seems my beautiful children wont grow up with the same kind of memories...........I still dream,I guess Im a glutton for punishment......theres always Christmas!