What would you think of a girl after you had ?

Theres this guy i really like and hes the only guy id consider having with unless im in a relationship. Atm i dont want a relationship maybe just a fwb. Hes so lovely and polite but im scared if we ever had hed change his views on me and dislike me. Hes knows i was a virgin until this year and have had once. When we were talking he said he never have with me because he respects me and wouldnt want me thinking bad things about him. I think its because i told how hurt i was when i lost my virgin when the guy just used me. Hes just a guy i can really talk to about anything. What would a guy think of a girl after having if they were close friends?